Fate ?

Confused .

Basically yes there are offers from private universities which i will and strictly reject without a second thought .

Well enough to give you a hint tho .

Saying goodbye to unimas wasnt that easy .

Now , im counting days to go to ipik .

Part of me wanted to proceed to unimas but the other part of me said its okay to go to ipik . Maybe my first ambition is to be a teacher . Well its fun you know , you got many presents during teachers day . But it was back then when you were 8 years old . All you know was to have fun . 

No i cant regret this decision either . Everytime i got hint , it always pointed to teacher if you know what i mean .

In the end , parents know the best dont they ?

Maybe i was destined to be a teacher maybe  ? In sha Allah . And doctor or engineer are just not meant for me ?

Just like , you cant have what you want right ? 

Sometimes , things just not meant for us .

Like, for example if fairy or fairy godmather did exist they just not meant for you or me either . Why ? Because it was for Cinderella . If the fairy is for you , there's no way cinderella could go to the ball , left her shoe  , and in the end live happily ever after with the prince just like the story told us . She might now still live in the house and treat as a servant by her stepmother and stepsisters if the fairy was meant for you .

See ? Didnt it say enough that some things just not meant for us .

That's why im trying to be positive .

But , sometimes i just cant . It become worst when i heard other people can choose on their own and do what they want . 

No , no one forced me like if i dont do this , dont call me blablabla , if i refused , i cant blablabla . 

Its not im trying to rebel here . But pardon me if you are reading this as i was rebelling . So if you have the same problem as mine or you cant even detect my problem here , never mind . But if you do , just be positive , change the way you think and live your life as wonderful as you wanted it to be .